Im a mess, unperfect, and weird

Creativity is wisdom, and wisdom comes from God.

Come with me Lord, lets do this together. I’m not afraid.

"But the thing is even though life gets harder, with God it is more bearable."

I just said this to my friend and I thought “Damn I need to tumblr that asap” LOL

God is good

I want to say more than that but I literally can’t find the words to explain how awesome, great, wonderful… just, he’s just sooooooooooo good. 

You know what I mean? I’m trying to find the word that just explains what Im trying to say but the words of this world can not compare, its just beautiful.

Im speechless.

Just let my heart do the talking Lord I Love You.

Been a while, right?

So Ive been working on my assignments this whole week and last week. I use to procrastinate so badly, so I prayed to God to help me with it bc there is a lot that I want to do and at times I just find myself watching tv, surfing the net, eating, sleeping, and staring into the fridge lol. Anyways now I cant stop doing my assignments. Did I even eat yet? I probably prayed too hard LOL. But yeah thats why my tumblr is so quiet these days. I didn’t forget my password, like before… lol

"If the world hates you, remember that it hated me first."

- John 15:18

THE HARDER YOUR LIFE, THE GREATER YOUR TESTIMONY

To be honest yeah I want a great testimony. One that could encourage people in some way. I know a lot of people would love to have a great testimony too so people could be like “wow she’s so inspiring…” etc. Though having a great testimony does mean going through many obstacles. So when something bad happens to you and you feel like blaming God, just think, hmm Im gonna have one great testimony lol.

The Lord is using you to encourage others. Plus it makes us stronger, spiritually as well.

You may be going through tough obstacles now but how you get through those obstacles by telling your testimony to others may just help someone in the future. 

Why are you always so happy?

Seriously why do people always ask me this. I should be asking them “Why aren’t you?” lol But of course Im not always happy. I have my days but people don’t notice bc as a christian you learn to be patient and have faith in God when things go wrong. So I don’t go around telling people my problems I leave it to God bc no else understands me or can help me the way he does, for he knew me before I myself was born. I find it more peaceful this way, leaving my problems to God (obviously praying/fasting at the same time).

So when you ask me why am I so happy, its bc of God. My life isn’t easy but its comforting knowing that God will always be by my side. 

Comfort Zone

There are many people that have gifts and the lord wants to use them, but the only way for it to happen is if they get out of their comfort zone. I am going through that right now, and I KNOW I have to but I’m a shy person and I don’t know why. But what I do know is that if I don’t get out of my comfort zone my gift will go to waste and the devil would love that. So in order to do this IMMA HAVE TO GO HAM ON THIS GIFT! lol. 

And for those others going through the same thing, just stop worrying and start doing. Do not worry about what others may say or think (I think thats my problem too). Remember you have a gift, God gave you gift, so don’t let it go to waste! I believe you can do it! We can do it!! And if your shy like I am then start by doing little things out of your comfort zone. 

-AbenaMansah 

When hunger strikes (Taken with Instagram)

Worldly Love vs Godly Love

There’s Worldly Love and then theres Godly Love. 

For a long time in my life worldly love seemed so wonderful to me. But can you blame me for THINKING that? The media portrays worldly love like its so wonderful, but really its empty. Its like getting a present that is beautifully wrapped up but it cost a lot of money and you want it so bad so you spend all your life saving up enough money to buy it. Then finally you get enough money and you open it up just to see nothing. After all that nothing, its empty. This isn’t what you expected at all. Though the box is still beautiful so everyone thinks you have something so awesome. When really your feeling empty inside bc this isn’t what you wanted, its not what you thought it would be.

Now, Godly love. Is not what I expected it to be. It’s more than wonderful. Just finding out that there’s actually a God and he knows everything about you flaws and all. And even though you’ve sinned many times he still forgives you. He sent his one and only son Jesus to die on the cross for YOU. Why? Because your worth it. Thats love, there’s nothing greater than that love, Godly Love.

I’m sick and tired of the media portraying worldly love as some awesome thing. It just causes us to try and find love in places where true love doesn’t exist.

You know your christian when…

you have anointing oil (olive oil) stains on your wall

Be yourself

Just be yourself… No being yourself doesn’t mean trying to impress your enemies or that ex bf just so they can see your living the life. Bc your not, but that’s ok everyone has their problems. So stop living your life only to impress someone. It’s not worth wasting your life. Live your life wisely. Live your life for God bc he’s the only one worth living for. He’s the only one who knows the true you. Matthew 6:33 “Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need.”

When your younger sibling corrects you for doing something unGodly don’t get mad at them. Put your pride away and listen to them! Be happy that they know right from wrong.

This is Beautiful.

And with the Lord I will unlock the door of impossibilities

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